Thank you government

I really felt lousy yesterday. I was at work and didn't even feel like being in public. I was just a bag of nerves. It was terrible. I must have gone out for 8 cigarettes iin a 6 hour span, normally I smoke 2 or 3 a day. Got home, polished off a big bottle of wine. It actually made me feel a bit better. Today wasn't so bad. I felt okay. Got my tax return in the mail (!!), so that's always a plus. $726.....hmmmm......what to blow it on? I wonder what $726 worth of porno looks like....? Maybe lap dances. Maybe beer. Maybe I should just buy myself a FUCKING LIFE or some confidence. Not sure where I'd go for either of those though.